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Crash

I feel it creeping in. Longer sleep and slower thoughts. Anxiety raises and overwhelms. Second guessing all my dreams. Feeling darkness calling me. No strength to fight it, I let it come and hope everything doesn’t come undone. Worry like … Continue reading

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Capacity 

I feel like being bipolar has given me a higher capacity for good and bad. I can feel more than most people. I can be more excited and feel more love than most. I can also feel darkness far more … Continue reading

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All is fair.

What a war we fight constantly defending ourselves from our thoughts constantly trying to remind ourselves what is real what a war we fight trying to explain why we cannot go  trying to be casual and normal for everyone’s sake … Continue reading

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