Category Archives: mania
So for the last few weeks, I’ve been trying out CBD Marijuana. I live in a state that it is legal. I just go to the shop and buy some. I’m lucky to have people close to me that are … Continue reading
I feel like being bipolar has given me a higher capacity for good and bad. I can feel more than most people. I can be more excited and feel more love than most. I can also feel darkness far more … Continue reading
The sun is shinning on me I sense a slight relief I take a drag and think At least it’s not shinning in me Things slow down I feel more calm The middle of mania Is where I belong.
It was late when we had arrived. All the other patients were sleeping. The nurses took my vitals, height, weight, and checked me for any bruising and asked me about them. Even though I had no idea where the bruises … Continue reading
By this time I am full on hallucinating both visually and auditory. I see a white fog around my field of vision and everything turns black and white. I ask Kayla and my mother, “Am I dead?” I start thinking … Continue reading
Take your pills Drink your water Lay awake Dream of Sleep Drowsiness STOP Second winds Sinking in Here I lay Between Wake and Sleep Fading fast About to crash But there we are again Eyes wide shut Images flashing I … Continue reading