Monthly Archives: August 2017

Daybreak

What a day Emotions astray Loving you is easy This distance does eat me Longing for your touch Off to work to say too much  Remembering the subtle things  Wishing you were near me Clock is 8 first break Sun … Continue reading

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Acceptance

I think one of the major challenges not only for someone with bipolar disorder but anyone in life is the fact that we judge ourselves, our feelings, our thoughts and our own opinions. It’s hard to be comfortable with who … Continue reading

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Not an endorsement, grain of salt

So for the last few weeks, I’ve been trying out CBD Marijuana. I live in a state that it is legal. I just go to the shop and buy some. I’m lucky to have people close to me that are … Continue reading

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Crash

I feel it creeping in. Longer sleep and slower thoughts. Anxiety raises and overwhelms. Second guessing all my dreams. Feeling darkness calling me. No strength to fight it, I let it come and hope everything doesn’t come undone. Worry like … Continue reading

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Capacity 

I feel like being bipolar has given me a higher capacity for good and bad. I can feel more than most people. I can be more excited and feel more love than most. I can also feel darkness far more … Continue reading

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All is fair.

What a war we fight constantly defending ourselves from our thoughts constantly trying to remind ourselves what is real what a war we fight trying to explain why we cannot go  trying to be casual and normal for everyone’s sake … Continue reading

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Final Introduction Part 4

The agreement was if I were to be released I would find a psychiatrist and be monitored 24/7 until they deemed me stable. I also had a therapist. The psychiatrist¬†was cold, thin, and condescending to how I was feeling. I … Continue reading

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